who am i?

I know I should be finding my identity in Christ.
but what does that even mean?

I find that I'm totally different depending on who I'm around.
maybe not. maybe it's just that I'm willing to be much more vulnerable around people I don't actually know... (hello, Internet.)

but at the same time, I feel like because I do share a little bit deeper here than I do with most people I know, you guys might have a totally different impression of me than I feel is completely accurate. I'm ridiculous in person - if you get me out of my quiet and shy stage, I start going insane. my friends all think I'm absolutely ridiculous - and I like it that way. weird is fun, normal is boring.

but who does that actually make me?